Feeling pretty down and bad at the moment, though because of the new dose I’m not an emotional wreck right now.

I’ve had a headache for a few days now and the stabbing feeling I am getting in my head is making things worse. I don’t want to sleep, I don’t want to do anything right now. I really just want to curl up and burst into tears. Right now I feel like I just want to sleep though life and never wake up again. I know logically that this will pass, but when your in the rut, logic doesn’t help at all. Once uni is over I will work more with my therapist, to fix the underlying issues to the depression.

Found out today from my therapist that it is unlikely that I will be going on placement come August. I have a meeting with the uni people about this on Friday. I’m not really sure how I feel about this.

Think I might take a heap more of pain killers and maybe add the remaining sleeping tablets to them.

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