Well it has been a long time since I’ve written anything here. Not a lot has happened in the last two months. I did my exams and some how managed to pass my classes at uni. The medication has kicked in I think, I’m not really having many serious downs.

I do feel like I’m in limbo though. I’m sleeping a lot, probably bordering on 18 hours a day. I can’t fins any reason good enough to get out of bed unless I’m working. My sleeping pattern is all over the place. I’m sleeping during the day and waking up for a few hours at night, then I’m sleeping again.

I’m tired all the time and I’m not really eating, so when I am awake I feel weak and don’t have the energy to et up and out of the house. Don’t think I’ve left the house for a few days, I think Tuesday might have been the last time I did… I didn’t even make it to support group because I was asleep.

The world feels a bit like a whole lot of nothing.