Well I’m not totally sure how I would describe how things have been progressing. I haven’t had any real down for quite some time now which is good, but I do feel that I have been living in a perpetual state of delirium. Its like I’m not really here and I’m not living. When I  haven’t been at work, I have been practically sleeping for 20 hours a day. I feel that there is nothing to wake up for. Life is just passing along without me. I’ve barely been eating again. I looked at my tummy today and discovered that my hip bones are rather prominent again. I really do wonder how much weight I’ve lost. I have no apetite at all, I don’t want to eat, not even crap like Maccas ( which is kinda good I guess, in a way).

I feel sort of out of it when I am awake. Like I am dizzy and light headed, but not really. Its really hard to describe.

Over a week ago I had dinner for a few friends where we had a lamb roast and all the roast veggies, it was great and I loved having everyone over.

Got my new house mate and I finally learnt her name which is good.  Today I cleaned out the kitchen cupboards so that she had some space. I through so much out of date stuff away, but at least everything left is actually stuff that I will eat and not left over Hedley stuff.  I also finally washed my sheets and towel, which is the first time is rather a long time.  Eventually I might even clean my room again, but its probably something I will have to work up to.